but only i can say that

currently feel weak; mentally physically & spiritually -

so it came to mind.

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.”

dont judge her.

ayee.

sometimes i feel like its over ; like crawling under you would be best

like you would hold me forever; and never let me go

embrace me from my thighs to my waist to craddling me like a baby while i lay awake unspoken against you-the attraction of having you is at its best when i see what i dont have-

you wanna know what/who you is?

a guy who you hate to love because he mentally beats you

an addiction you can't keep away ; because you swear itll forever define you

or maybes its a friend that you hide behind to make you feel better

it brings defintion to your life

why do we do it

face it-the truth lies in oneselves

they say you cant be with something unless you've learned how to 1st be alone

but what if all this time you've been waisting your life loving and putting emphasis on something that doesnt love you back

not facing the mirrors; because it hurt you to love the reflection of the pain withered young girls face

breaking down everyone elses barrier to make them smile

but to place you on a higher ground would make you selfish and stupid

because ...life.... just ...ain't.. cut ..out ..for... you

you the lies the decietful cheater backstabbing 2faced inconsiderate no standards son of a bitch (brutal beatings just get harder as i stay around what i call negative everyday; but i choose to stay because i cant face the truth-ME)

...{walks to the the -surface capable of reflecting sufficient undiffused light to form an image of an object placed in front of it)

looks down at her hands ;tears fall; and like that (snap fingers) it done its over its been washed away

(so you think)

for me to hug myself would be stupid but it would help but for me to hug you it would make sense? (how?)they say easiest way to understand life ; is to understand your position in it - & i wonder if ill ever walk knowing where am going?