love?

love is- a word with four meanings?.. how about a fast approach towards happiness{my love is "love" so i think..sadness is what seems to pour out of it but its there...so so what! dont judge me!}love is walking away & now love is fighting you -you've even allowed love to beat you-love?..but am happy when you are here ...love?..so dont leave; in quick desperation i speak up and say "i loveyou";i erase loves mistakes and start anew thinking each day that my settling for this love will always keep me happy-L.O.V.E?

deadly

so ive wondered for a very long time wether i want this for me...